I was so close to cutting.

I broke down but instead of cutting, i screamed into a pillow. Over and over again.

Intake

First day of the 5678 diet by Shrinkingbeauty101 and since its a tuesday i have to stay under 500kcal.

Juice 80

Lollipop 100

Popcorn 150

3 mouthfuls of froyo 75

3 chips 60

small piece of bacon 30

Total: 495kcal

I feel super dizzy and weak since i haven’t eaten less than 2000 calories in almost a month but its worth it <3 i shall be thin for summer!

:)

42908) I must have fucked up my digestive system so much that the only way out is death or someone finding out. Fuck.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

→ Grey Clouds: Things pro-ana/mia sites don't tell you about

acastleofstars:

kklmk:

• Having no social life because you’re too scared to go out
• Losing motivation to live
• Anxiety over food
• Stomach ulcers
• Constant bloating
• Wanting to kill yourself because you ate “too much”
• Digestive problems
• Shitting Blood
• Purging blood
• Gross skin
• Gross…

(Source: calendarnotes)

Anonymous said: Please dont hurt yourself you are beautiful, I care

Thank you sweetie, i appreciate it but i already did x